Forgiveness

Sometimes I wish forgiving myself was as easy as it is to forgive others. I really suck at this. I recently was in the wrong and hurt people I care about and as the time goes on I realize I can't control whether my sincere apology is accepted and all I can do is make sure I learn from it and move on. I have let it eat me alive and stress me out. I feel horrible because I try really hard to be a good person and sometimes I let my hurt feels justify hurting someone else. That is really not the way I want to be and I don't do it often but to know that I am the cause of someone else's hurt is really hard to deal with. So, on that note, I am going to learn from this and be better. If I have ever hurt you...I am truly sorry and have learned from past mistakes and hopefully that is enough to not recommit the wrongs I have done before. I am really working on being the best person I can. I am sure I have a long way but the first step is admitting there is work to be done...right?!? On that thought...I guess this is a good New Year's resolution.